Like I said prior, I need to get in the habit of posting these. Who knows if it'll help.
I talked with Nick's girlfriend for a couple hours today when i got home from work. She really likes to talk. As it turns out we have more in common than i thought. She might not be as bad as Derek and I paint her to be because of the fights we overhear. Nice girl, but again, she's got quite the mouth on her.
Fell asleep around 11 after rolling over the laundry, then woke back up at 2 thinking my alarm was going off at 7. Nonetheless, after seeing the time on the computer clock, i promptly shut it off and went back to sleep.
Now this time I really woke up at 7, hopped on the computer, and found we were not doing Ulduar again. Today we actually had a Naxx 25 run going, which is shocking since we never ever run those anymore. I jumped on the bandwagon, and got through Construct and plague before i had to leave. I sadly left empty handed, after 3 shots on my tier legs, gloves, and the Forethought Talisman. I lost the last pair of tier pants by 1. ...Sad day.
Get to work, the naxx got through spider and up to Razuvious before they called it quits. My night became fairly boring at this point, as I did my dailies twice (once before and after the reset), had a good talk with a guildie, and logged off at 6AM to prepare for the people coming in.
Boring, right?
I keep getting the feeling like my life should be going somewhere, that something in my brain should be pushing me in the direction I want to go. The problem with this is that there is no voice in my head. I have no direction. I don't know what I want to do with my life. I just live it day to day. Now, many people have told me I should take time for myself to decide what I want to do with my life; to decide what's best for me. If i follow this advice, i don't know how I would go about it. What should I do?
Friday, May 8, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
First post, wewt.
Blog, yay. I need to get in the habit of documenting my life. Now, it may not seem like much, but I believe it could help me find what makes my life so mundane, and what I can do to make myself happier. I guess i want to write to find myself, but what am I supposed to write?
I could start with the basics. I am Female, I am 18, I like video games. I like candy, I like World of Warcraft (too much, i think), I like technology, I like art. I love my boyfriend, and my dogs, and my roommate's girlfriend's cat (even though i don't like the girlfriend herself, haha). I love music, and getting lost in sound. I like living in the moment. I hate dwelling on the past, and fighting, and shrimp. I hate artificial people, the ignorant, the arrogant, and the idiots. I hate being late, or being wrong. I hate not knowing, and I hate forgetting things. I hate being disturbed when I'm focused on something. I hate being alone.
Now where do I begin? My day? I'll start there.
Derek (my boyfriend of a year <3) left for the Grand Canyon this morning with his dad and brother (Nick). Every year they go on this hike that's apparently stupid dangerous, with narrow paths, a vertical climb, and stupid high heat and threat of dehydration and death. Hell, his brother almost died down there once because they didn't bring enough water. I fear for his life. I have no way of getting a hold of him for a week, and the first sign i get from him will be about 1PM on monday, a little under a week. Please come back, I will break if i lose you, Derek.
After I said my goodbyes to him, I went back home and went to sleep immediately so i could wake up ready for Raiding tonight with my guild, Racial Slurs n Profanity on Darkspear-US. 7pm rolls around, a good 5 people are in an Obsidian Sanctum 10 man pug. Now, our guild can really only do 10 mans at this point, so people pugging it irks me to no end. 7:30 rolls around, we finally have our 10 people on for Ulduar. It takes us till about 8:40pm to down Flame Leviathan (someone didn't talk to Brann >.<). Our GL is now trying to get 2 tanks 3 heals set up for Ignus, which would have been me (discipline priest), and two holy paladins. I let our GL step in for me since i'm no raid healer, and got ready for work, since i had to leave at 9:30pm. By the time i have to leave, they had yet to start on Ignus.
So I arrive at work, and find the second computer that runs my work on is broken, so I can't run WoW on the first one as i have to do everything else on it as well. The computers have to be at least 6 years old, so they'res pieces of garbage, so I had to find other things to occupy my time tonight, which include this blog, Gaiaonline, and Windows Live Messenger.
Now that that's out, where do i go from there to make it less boring? I'm sure people don't wanna read about my boring day.
..I really don't know, and i guess it doesn't matter.
I could start with the basics. I am Female, I am 18, I like video games. I like candy, I like World of Warcraft (too much, i think), I like technology, I like art. I love my boyfriend, and my dogs, and my roommate's girlfriend's cat (even though i don't like the girlfriend herself, haha). I love music, and getting lost in sound. I like living in the moment. I hate dwelling on the past, and fighting, and shrimp. I hate artificial people, the ignorant, the arrogant, and the idiots. I hate being late, or being wrong. I hate not knowing, and I hate forgetting things. I hate being disturbed when I'm focused on something. I hate being alone.
Now where do I begin? My day? I'll start there.
Derek (my boyfriend of a year <3) left for the Grand Canyon this morning with his dad and brother (Nick). Every year they go on this hike that's apparently stupid dangerous, with narrow paths, a vertical climb, and stupid high heat and threat of dehydration and death. Hell, his brother almost died down there once because they didn't bring enough water. I fear for his life. I have no way of getting a hold of him for a week, and the first sign i get from him will be about 1PM on monday, a little under a week. Please come back, I will break if i lose you, Derek.
After I said my goodbyes to him, I went back home and went to sleep immediately so i could wake up ready for Raiding tonight with my guild, Racial Slurs n Profanity on Darkspear-US. 7pm rolls around, a good 5 people are in an Obsidian Sanctum 10 man pug. Now, our guild can really only do 10 mans at this point, so people pugging it irks me to no end. 7:30 rolls around, we finally have our 10 people on for Ulduar. It takes us till about 8:40pm to down Flame Leviathan (someone didn't talk to Brann >.<). Our GL is now trying to get 2 tanks 3 heals set up for Ignus, which would have been me (discipline priest), and two holy paladins. I let our GL step in for me since i'm no raid healer, and got ready for work, since i had to leave at 9:30pm. By the time i have to leave, they had yet to start on Ignus.
So I arrive at work, and find the second computer that runs my work on is broken, so I can't run WoW on the first one as i have to do everything else on it as well. The computers have to be at least 6 years old, so they'res pieces of garbage, so I had to find other things to occupy my time tonight, which include this blog, Gaiaonline, and Windows Live Messenger.
Now that that's out, where do i go from there to make it less boring? I'm sure people don't wanna read about my boring day.
..I really don't know, and i guess it doesn't matter.
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