The change has come.

So, my PC's Wireless card has died, prompting an early quit from WoW. It's the beginning of change.

I have a lot of high hopes for this, and i'm going to make them happen.

It's been entirely too long.

So much has changed.

I'm no longer with Derek. I thought he was the driving force behind my unhappiness and at the time i left. I now mostly regret this decision, because he wasn't causing my problems at all. He was only taking care of me, a child. We keep in touch, but he's moved on, and so should i.

I'm back home with my parents. I hate every second i spend here. I'm not welcome. My stepfather hates everything I am and I cannot afford to move forward and go to school. I'm stuck in a dead-end job and I have no one I feel i can confide in.

I'm alone.
I'm always alone.

I thought i liked being alone. I thought i thrived in solitude. I've come to think differently now. I'm a social butterfly trapped in a jar. I crave contact with people, and my only source of that is via the computer. The very thing that has corrupted my life is my only outlet, my only relief. Ironic.

I've changed WoW servers. I'm now located on Mug'Thol-US. My priest has been renamed and is now at about a 2500 gear score as Disc. I'm one of the core raiders of , a new guild on Mug made primarily of transfers. About a month after starting Uld10 hardmodes, we have our Rusted Drakes, and are working on downing Algalon10. Uld25 is going down easy, ToC25 we got down this week. I raid far more than I like, and this game is turning into a chore as compared to fun. I'll be quitting raiding soon for some 'me' time.

This blog will be the source of my strength. I will begin working on my graphics again, and possibly photography. I'm going to bring the drive back. Since i cannot afford school, i will teach myself instead of wasting my time on petty games that have devoured my life.